“You call me out upon the waters
The great unknown where feet may fail
And there I find You in the mystery
In oceans deep
My faith will stand”
―
Sometimes I wallow,
wallow in pain,
in bottomless oceans
only the brave remain…
wounds widen, the hemorrhage is intense
I sink with the agony
of a rapid descent…
Crushed by a deluge
devoured by despair,
I struggle for breath, emptied of prayer…
With all strength depleted,
my body is weak,
in the consciousness of suffering,
its peace I seek…
Descending into journeys
of unraveled truth,
freed from attachments
in surrender
I conclude…
That I’m awoken by the crashing of unobstructed pain,
when flash-floods drown me
in bleak domains…
It’s under these waters,
that I see a faint glow,
and towards mercy, my spirit overflows…
Radiance dresses me
with benevolent care,
out of my body, I become aware…
of the courageous rescue
of my true self,
deep in dark oceans where the Divine dwells…
©Ally2019